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too tired to make a Good PostTM so here's a screencap i've been obsessing over lately

is this single water droplet meant to be sweat or tears? is this battle with the shade of his creator and tormentor straining his physical or emotional limits?? (BOTH, PROBABLY???) hahaha look at me losing my mind over this space elf crying (maybe) this is definitely Normal Behavior :yeah:
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playing around with the idea that Luther's body-snatching works in the same way as his attempted absorption of Xion in Ep. 2, but on a smaller scale, where he gains whatever knowledge that person had. also perhaps his body hopping not only serves as a means of survival, but is necessary research into eventually absorbing something on the scale of an omniscient being.

The Amduskia Draconians are a race created by Photoners and presumably at the time of PSO2 Ep 1, no one would have known more about them than Luther himself. Yet the Artificial Draconian Project (led? by Casra and Aki) being hiijacked for Luther's purposes suggests they discovered something that Luther was unaware of--not impossible, of course, given that evolution is a thing, and perhaps the creation of Amduskia wasn't really in Luther's area of study as Photoner, so while he may have known more than anyone else on Oracle, it wasn't all encompassing.

this is a very long winded way to say that Casra's approach to research leads him to insights that have eluded Luther for centuries, which would make him an even more appealing candidate as Luther's vessel. It could also explain why Luther seems so keen on using Casra I's body, specifically--not only does he take over the first, Luther planned to mass produce copies of him, essentially making Casra I his "permanent" body--something he doesn't appear to have done before.

anyway i assume Luther always portrayed his eventual body-snatching of Casra II as something good and desirable for both of them, i.e. "Of course Casra would want his existence absorbed into mine, what greater fate could there be???" which would make Casra's suffering even more exquisite. you're welcome 😌
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snippets from fic i may not ever finish 💀

tbh only the last one is explicit/NC-17; the rest i'd rate "Mature." sorry to disappoint on that end, i'm working on being more shameless and horny.

luther/casra, 'need to know' )

luther/casra, Omegay AU )

ash/afin, rimming )
terabient: Omega Varuna with Photoner eyes, with a somber expression (PSO2: Varuna La Shiec)


this is Varuna's response to the player character when he asks you to pursue Luther while he covers up Hariette's kidnapping from the public. you're given two options, one that only mentions saving Hariette, or wishing Varuna good luck with his mission. His response is the same regardless of which option you choose.

still mad that even when i'm given the option to prefer my precious video game boywife over Hariette he won't acknowledge it (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻
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I've been replaying parts of Episode 5 (for my silly gay Casra joining the Guardian's EP5 party AU ) and came across this bit of dialog i'd completely forgotten. What a "Florenberg black hole analysis" actually entails is, of course, never explained, but I enjoy seeing this kind of consistency applied to minor details.

Florenberg is the name of Casra's Cosmogenic Arm and its design (the spiral nautilus shell supporting the spiral galaxy) and unique ability (transferring matter across short distances) suggest that the Photoner Florenberg studied cosmic mathematics. Aurora also mentions their name as one of the Photoner gods, so I imagine their research and importance to the Photoner's universal dominance was significant.

I just think it's really neat when serial storytelling creates a character in this manner--a distinct person whose entire existence is built exclusively through asides like this. Because it leads me to indulgent moments of overthinking like this:

Luther's research is mostly biological in nature. I like the idea of say...Florenberg (the physics researcher and Photoner god) clashing with Luther the biology researcher. With that in mind, consider: Luther giving Casra Florenberg as a weapon becomes loaded with subtext...is Luther delivering a belated, final "fuck u dude" by putting Florenberg into the hands of his pawn and future vessel? Do the remnants of Floren's soul pick up on Casra's unspoken desire to be free of Luther's influence and influence his mastery over the weapon?? Would Casra feel some kind of connection to this person who he knows nothing about, but whose existence touches upon his own in unexpected but meaningful ways??? some Fun Things to think about!

just me free associating from a single line of dialog until i invent new PSO2 lore on a Sunday, very Normal behavior

straws

Mar. 12th, 2023 01:45 pm
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did u know....this is the only cutscene where Luther and Varuna are next to each other. i can't even say they speak to each other because they're talking to the Guardian about the kingdoms of Omega. i suppose you could count Luther's additional comments to Varuna's overview as a kind of conversation...

anyway!!! this lack of canon material has not stopped me from imagining an entire years-long secret affair between them......in fact i feel like seeing them stand next to each other makes the appeal clear. like it should be obvious that the hot smug elf prince should smash the grumpy elf knight. that's how the math works obviously.

also it's very funny that the staging makes it look like Varuna is almost Luther's height when in fact he's like 20cm shorter. very nice of Luther to bring a box for his boytoy to stand on while they spout exposition at the Guardian :3
terabient: Photoner Varuna looking very pleased (PSO2: Varuna - for Master's eyes only)
It's Seductive Sunday so here are some pairing-specific nsfw headcanons. If I were a more organized person, I would present these ideas as like, short fiction and not "list of things these pairs do in the bedroom" but alas, I'm a mess so it is just a rambling horny list.

Luther/Varuna )

Luther/Casra )
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Shiva: streams team-based first person shooters, is in the top 3% of players, wildly popular, and insanely toxic. always blames her teammates for losing. completely unphased by huge donations and simply replies with "okay, sure" when she gets them. has been banned multiple times for focusing her face cam on her bare feet and once tried to sell "dust I've stepped on." no one in her chat talks about the games she plays. average viewer count: 40,000

Varuna: roguelike streamer who titles streams like "Day 368 of Darker's Dungeon" and just explains what he's doing and why in a calm and efficient manner. frequently recommended as a chill and informative streamer for those who 'just want to talk about the game.' exclusively raids Shiva's channel, and permabans anyone who asks about his relationship to her. average viewer count: 280

Mitra: A "Just Chatting" streamer who sits in a dimly lit room while wearing black hoodies with nihilist slogans; talks about how everything sucks. sometimes samples "gamer" drinks and snacks; her rating scale is "gross" "kinda gross" and "really gross." average viewer count: 15, but her most negative opinions frequently go viral.
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about my crackship )

anyway that's all for now. thank you for listening to me be insane
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getting this fortune means all of my fanfics where Varuna makes friends and starts dating boys are blessed by the PSO2 gods

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Back on Twitter I posted a NSFW OC meme/questions list and instead of using an OC I used various PSO2 NPCs, because I think it's fun to think about how fictional characters would fuck.

This particular repost is for Varuna because he is my favorite. I'll get around to posting the Luther version and maybe gasp do this for some other characters, again because it's just fun to do it? who knows. maybe i will find a better meme because i am not a fan of some of the questions here (although i did answer all of them this time around, unlike the first where i skipped like half b/c i thought they were boring.)

Questions and my long-winded answers under the cut )
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I've decided to repost some of my fandom rambling from twitter on here. Partly as a record and partly because even short threads quickly become unreadable there (imo) so while the short format requirements (with likes serving as passive feedback/incentive to continue) it's easier to expand and refine things else where, like DW, which has an edit feature. :p

in short: twitter is for the first draft and DW is a combination archive/editing platform, depending on how much--if any--time i want to put into any given thought. anyway,

Japanese number superstitions and symbolism in PSO2: Episode Oracle )
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Title: Fleeting Moments
Fandom: Phantasy Star Online 2
Characters: Luther Lars Rey Cuento/Varuna La Shiec
Rating: M
Words: 200
Summary: Luther gives Varuna the gift of his undivided attention for a night. Written for the prompt "birthday" at [community profile] drabble_zone.

“I can hardly complain about the mattress when you’re my companion, Master Luther. )
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title: The Forgotten Girls, Sara Blaedel

started: 1/10/22

ended: 1/17/22

thoughts:

- Saw this book was heavily discounted at the local bookshop and the premise sounded interesting, (while trying to identify a body, it's discovered the woman had a twin who has not been seen for 30 years) so I decided to give it a try.

- it's a crime novel, and while it's told well enough i generally find most crime fiction too lurid and ableist to fully enjoy, and this story wasn't an exception. but not every book you buy because the back cover sounds good is going to turn out well...at least i'm only down $4.

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