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title: Golden Wings & Hairy Toes, Todd McLeish

started: 6/??/23

ended: 1/15/24

thoughts: A thorough overview of fourteen endangered species in New England, this book goes into great detail on the history and behavior of each species, the conservation efforts being taken to preserve the species and the challenges they face, and a prediction on how they may fare in the future. (For reference, this was published in 2007, and with the exception of one case I don't know how badly the climate change in the past 17 years has affected the species in this book.)

It's a great book for lovers of Cool Animal Facts (and plant and bug facts), though I did find the highly detailed passages regarding trapping and tagging a bit dry and repetitive (there's not too many ways to tag birds or fish). I did come away with some ~NEW FAVORITE CREATURES~ after reading, which I will gush about below.

Sandplain Gerardia: A wildflower that grows in transitional grasslands that grow in the aftermath of wildfires; with wildfires and their destructive impact greatly reduced in the past century, the Sandplain Gerardia is mostly confined to historic cemeteries where constant mowing creates the clear and sunny landscape they need to survive. This also keeps them safe from being trampled, as they're very small and delicate.

American Burying Beetle: The largest carrion beetle in New England, its preferred carcass for reproduction is something around the size and weight of the long-extinct passenger pigeon. While they don't specifically need a passenger pigeon carcass they don't choose anything smaller, and suburban sprawl has made carrion in general much less available. Conservationists pretty much just scatter quail chick carcasses for the beetles to use.

Also a beetle pair can bury a carcass in a single night! Apparently they just get under the carcass and dig down and by the time the sun comes up they're several feet underground. They'll also carry a carcass if the soil's not suitable for breeding--they have to go very deep to keep ants and flies from finding it. :o

Karner Blue Butterfly: A tiny blue butterfly that can only reproduce in areas with abundant wild lupine, a flower that primarily grows in pine barrens--another transitional habitat dependent on relatively frequent wildfires. In addition to only reproducing on a single flower species, the Karner Blue butterfly only lives for a few weeks and can't fly very far in that period, so it's extremely difficult for them to discover new areas to reproduce.

The area of conservation for the Karner Blue is within driving distance for me and open to the public--it's been so successful that the conservationists have stopped breeding the butterflies in captivity and moved on to other endangered species of butterflies and moths. I also got to see why Karner Blue butterflies don't travel very far: they are atrocious fliers. Like, I've seen puffins fly, and it's clear those little chunky birds need to work very hard to just get off the ground but the Karner Blues are so...helpless? Like they don't know how their wings work?? They fly in little messy circles for a full minute just to reach a flower a foot away. One landed on me (yes, very magical) and I had to wait almost 10 minutes for it to find its way somewhere else--I tried walking away from it to help it out, but that just seemed to make it harder for the poor lil' guy. Anyway I love these itty bitty butterflies that don't know how to use their wings, really hope they continue to thrive in the dollop of pine barren habitat behind the local airport.

quotes that I remembered for reasons unknown: "One lynx in particular, L18, was caught regularly, and it may have learned that the trap contained a free meal with only the minor inconvenience of being enclosed for a short time."

"Natural history essayist Stephen Jay Gould referred to Nabakov as a scientific "stick-in-the-mud," in part for dismissing the idea that genetics could be used to distinguish among insect species. Instead, Nabakov relied on the microscopic comparison of butterfly genitalia to identify species, which was the more traditional method at the time."
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title: The Forgotten Girls, Sara Blaedel

started: 1/10/22

ended: 1/17/22

thoughts:

- Saw this book was heavily discounted at the local bookshop and the premise sounded interesting, (while trying to identify a body, it's discovered the woman had a twin who has not been seen for 30 years) so I decided to give it a try.

- it's a crime novel, and while it's told well enough i generally find most crime fiction too lurid and ableist to fully enjoy, and this story wasn't an exception. but not every book you buy because the back cover sounds good is going to turn out well...at least i'm only down $4.
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title: The Subtweet, Vivek Shraya

started: 1/9/22

ended: 1/11/22

thoughts:

- as someone who is terminally on Twitter, much of this book struck uncomfortably close to home. Agonizing over whether or not to engage with someone's posts, HOW to engage with someone's posts, pouring over someone's online activity in an attempt to understand what they're thinking, the moment you realize "hey my behavior is crazy i need to STOP" and only partly succeeding--it's all very familiar.

- this is a story about brown girls (Pakistani and Indian) living in a white country (Canada) but does not really dwell on family, family history, or culturally specific detail. it certainly captures how it feels to live in the diaspora.

- the descriptions of how it feels to perform music, and how it feels to hear a unique, moving voice, are incredible. i love the focus on tactile sensation in relation to an auditory experience.

- ending is fantastic. heartbreaking but also beautifully defiant.
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title: The Nakano Thrift Shop, Hiromi Kawakami

started: 1/1/22

ended: 1/8/22

thoughts:

- aimless, but not in an unpleasant way. captures some of the intense lonliness that manifests in your life when you're young and barely supporting yourself, ending is not exactly neat but doesn't have much impact either.
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title: Kindred, Octavia E. Butler

started: 12/26/21

ended: 12/31/21

thoughts:

- the book opens by describing the ending, which is a trope i enjoy when it's done well. also describes, somewhat gruesomely, a possible consequence of time travel--if one were to cross space and time without control over where you end up, would you end up, er...whole? i find this idea deliciously terrifying, and i appreciate how well-woven this risk was throughout the story.
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title: Shadow Theatre, Fiona Cheong

started: 12/19/21

ended: 12/28/21

thoughts:

- has an unusual narrative structure that's hard to describe. at the heart of the novel are two incidents that occur in a Singapore neighborhood during a time of transition/gentrification: a mentally disabled woman disappearing, and the night an unwed woman gives birth. the story is told through several characters who recount what they were doing in the days leading up to these two events, which are implied to be related in a vaguely supernatural way. all the characters "speak" to the reader, and the overall effect is that you are a participant in this neighborhood gossip. often the characters meander on, relate events out of order, make assumptions about others--no one is a reliable narrator here.

- really delves into how...suffocating Asian mother-daughter dynamics can be. even the positive relationships display some toxic codependency. hit uncomfortably close to home in many ways, but i appreciate how real these relationships felt.

- i really enjoyed the book--it captures the very specific tone of southeast asian conversation that felt familiar to me. i think the somewhat abrupt ending and its deliberate lack of clarity and closure was a little unsatisfying, though.
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title: The Three-Body Problem, Liu Cixin

started: 12/17/21

ended: 12/18/21

thoughts:

- I had no idea what this book would be about when I picked it up; I saw it at a used bookstore, thought "Hey I've mostly liked Hugo award winning books, and it's half off" and that was that. Thankfully, it was an excellent read, easily the best book I've read this year.

- The prose is quite beautiful; I was frequently struck by how detailed and poetic passages were, especially the sections concerning Ye Wenjie and her past. Kudos to both the author and translator for crafting such beautiful scenes.

- This is the hardest sci-fi i've read, but it's also one of the easiest to understand sci-fi i've read. The play sessions within the "Three Body" game and the shooter-hunter hypotheses are elegant, concise ways of explaining complicated ideas.

- There's a great deal of empathy for just about all the characters. Like--even for characters doing undeniably terrible things, the author makes an effort to really help make their motivations and reasoning clear.
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title: The Grip of It, Jac Jemc

started: 5/26/21

ended: 5/29/21

thoughts:

(5/27/21)
- already love the structure: short chapters, (about 2-4 pages long) with POV alternating each chapter--alternating POV is hit or miss in my experience, often it feels sloppy or confusing, but here it's easy to follow and leads to a lot of interesting emotional juxtaposition between the two main characters.

- reading this after House of Leaves is interesting because they share some broad similarities in plot and theme (a haunted/living house, the unreliability of memory, how we never fully understand the people we love the most and if that matters) but in structure they are polar opposites. it is really striking at how much Jac Jemc reveals by being straightfoward and brief.
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title: Eye of the Shoal, Helen Scales

started: 5/13/21

ended: abandoned

genre: nonfiction, popular science

thoughts:

(5/13)
- In the first two pages of the prologue, I learned about Anableps, a fish genus also known as four-eyed fish, which was fun.

- the prologue does a lovely job at conveying a sense of being surrounded by water and watching fish. it's calming in a way that's hard to articulate. the first chapter, though....it rambles.

(5/15)
- impressed with how evocative the descriptions of fish are. I feel like a lot of modern popular science books rely on high-quality photography & illustrations instead of descriptive text, so reading such detailed passages is a treat. I'm especially impressed at how much Scales is able to convey in relatively few words--she's able to capture a fish's shape, size, and movement through their environment within a few sentences. It's a bit like watching an ink wash painter.

- eloquent fish language aside, the first few chapters have not been engaging. lol
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title: House of Leaves, Mark Z. Danielewski

started: 4/28/21

ended: 5/4/21

thoughts:

(4/30/21)
-really really good use of run-on sentences

-enjoy how the narrative is deliberately confusing, but never gets so confusing it becomes obtuse or frustrating to read. appreciate how there is always a thread of narrative normalcy for the reader to follow even when the formatting goes full-on indulgent bullshit

-on the fence about how women are written but leaning towards 'yikes'

(5/4/21)
-there is exactly one fully realized woman in this book and the rest can be categorized as women that the protagonist wants to fuck, women who the protagonist doesn't feel strongly about and fucks, or his mother. mom genes and mom-related trauma are also a major factor used to explain the protagonist's more deranged moments which is always an ~EXCITING~ trope to run into when you are a woman with a great deal of both personal and professional experience with mental illness and its treatment.

- the novel's conceit of having all references to The Minotaur and the Labyrinth struck out by the original author, then restored by the protagonist (who has to go through some effort to do so) is something i enjoyed a lot

- in general, this is a book that LOOKS intimidating but in practice is fairly easy to follow. like i really appreciate how whenever i got to a point where it felt like the formatting was getting impenetrable, there'd a narrative or visual lifeline thrown your way.

or, to lift metaphors from the book: a fishing line to follow through the shifting hallways.

overall impression:

very engaging to read but i am once again disappointed that an otherwise skillful and thoughtful author failed so much at writing women as more than a shadow of an idea.

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