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minor drabble-dump:
Run to Me, FFVI, Terra/Celes, completely and utterly boring;
She watches stars fall, Soulcalibur, Raphael & Amy, also completely and utterly boring;
to touch you, Soulcalibur, Raphael/Cassandra, which despite being only 500 words went through, like, 3 iterations before making any sort of sense. also i kind of lost the point to the whole thing so now it's pretty much just creepy pseudo-necrophilia D: D: D:
so, i was feeling pretty lame for only writing three drabble-fic over an eleven-day period, but the word count total for all three is 800. and i cut 200+ words collectively from the lot, SO. i am...somewhat more prolific than i thought!
still feels like i'm suffering through something like writer's block. i have a horribly large number of ideas, but whenever i sit down to actually, you know, write, one of two things happen:
1. i stare at the blank page/screen until my eyes start burning
2. i write one or two sentences, re-read them, then destroy them in a storm of self-loathing. after that, cupcakes! (to assuage my intense grief)
so um yeah that's how things have been on the writing front these days.
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whenever i check ff.net's stat pages i always wonder about the days that show an inexplicable uptick in hits. where are all these people coming from?
i am also fairly certain i am the only person who reacts to a 'new review/pm' notice with crippling fear. i don't even know what i'm afraid of seeing D:
finally: i must be the biggest nerd in the world for wishing the Soulcalibur fandom had a community like this.
Run to Me, FFVI, Terra/Celes, completely and utterly boring;
She watches stars fall, Soulcalibur, Raphael & Amy, also completely and utterly boring;
to touch you, Soulcalibur, Raphael/Cassandra, which despite being only 500 words went through, like, 3 iterations before making any sort of sense. also i kind of lost the point to the whole thing so now it's pretty much just creepy pseudo-necrophilia D: D: D:
so, i was feeling pretty lame for only writing three drabble-fic over an eleven-day period, but the word count total for all three is 800. and i cut 200+ words collectively from the lot, SO. i am...somewhat more prolific than i thought!
still feels like i'm suffering through something like writer's block. i have a horribly large number of ideas, but whenever i sit down to actually, you know, write, one of two things happen:
1. i stare at the blank page/screen until my eyes start burning
2. i write one or two sentences, re-read them, then destroy them in a storm of self-loathing. after that, cupcakes! (to assuage my intense grief)
so um yeah that's how things have been on the writing front these days.
whenever i check ff.net's stat pages i always wonder about the days that show an inexplicable uptick in hits. where are all these people coming from?
i am also fairly certain i am the only person who reacts to a 'new review/pm' notice with crippling fear. i don't even know what i'm afraid of seeing D:
finally: i must be the biggest nerd in the world for wishing the Soulcalibur fandom had a community like this.
