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since i never actually said what i was doing for October writing-wise, here's my plan: write at least a scene for as many previously mentioned story concepts as i can, and at the end of the month, post them even if i loathe it. (This is because I always loathe my own writing and will decide not to share anything with anyone, so y'know, trying to get over that.) Since i don't really have the motivation to finish things i figured "at least i can finish scenes, right?"
Turns out the answer is "maybe, probably not tho" at least for now. I'm also not sure when I'll be able to squeeze in more writing time in the days remaining this month, so it's quite possible things will end as they did last October, with nothing to show. :')
anyway. i do not know if it's the work schedule or the chronic depression but nothing has been enjoyable lately. just trying to endure and keep doing things i used to enjoy until The Emotions return, but man. just existing feels miserable these days. mostly i just want to sleep. like, for a year or more. consciousness is overrated.
Turns out the answer is "maybe, probably not tho" at least for now. I'm also not sure when I'll be able to squeeze in more writing time in the days remaining this month, so it's quite possible things will end as they did last October, with nothing to show. :')
anyway. i do not know if it's the work schedule or the chronic depression but nothing has been enjoyable lately. just trying to endure and keep doing things i used to enjoy until The Emotions return, but man. just existing feels miserable these days. mostly i just want to sleep. like, for a year or more. consciousness is overrated.
