Motherfucking taxes...

Jul. 22nd, 2025 03:37 am[personal profile] tyger
tyger: Lea peering, Isa behind looking skeptical, a heart between them. (Lea/Isa - heart)

Usually I like doing my taxes! BUT NOT THIS YEAR. Since my redundancy payment was a) lump sum, and b) RIGHT before the end of financial year, it chucked me up into a higher taxible income bracket, which means my PAYG tax withholding doesn't fucking cover everything soooo I owe the tax office. I owe the tax office like three grand. :| :| :| This is, I think, extremely unfair. I don't mind paying taxes, just. Really?? So annoying.

Anyway in less aggravating news, my room has been unsealed!!! (This is what allowed me to do my taxes, since I could get at the paperwork XD) I can't move back in yet, but! I can go in! And get things! LIKE SHOES. And stuff. Yes. :D

Probably gonna have to go shopping again tomorrow, bleh, almost out of curry already and I should proooobably get stuff to make something with more vegetables than I have in the house. Also protein, I guess? Not sure what I want to make, honestly. Maybe pasta? I'll need to buy pasta, too, for the first time in uh... my own living memory, we're out of pasta. So strange.

Lazy Sunday

Jul. 21st, 2025 04:08 am[personal profile] tyger
tyger: Entei, Suicine, and Raioku sprites (pokémon - legendary beasts)

I... got less than four hours of sleep when I first woke up, which was. Not fun! That is not enough sleep! So I stayed up long enough to do kitty breakfasttime, in the interests of not getting fucking bitten (and also because it's not fair to them if I sleep through it and make their breakfast super late), and then went back to bed.

Yeaaaaah, I didn't get to the shops until after kitty dinnertime. BUT I DID GO! Forgot some things, and didn't get some other things due to Bag Too Heavy Already, but I got milk and juice, so that's plenty to drink for now! >3

Other than that... caught some shinies in pokemon! Put on Advent Children while I was doing that because I wanted something in the background. Forgot that my copy is JP-only, no subs, so that was uh. A little more thinking about language stuff than I expected! XD It was fine, though, I wasn't exactly wanting to pay close attention to the dialogue (or any of it tbh).

...Sushi, why did you JUST NOW come sit in my lap and start purring. Now is not the time. Give me five minutes to get into pjs and brush my teeth, then you can curl up on me in bed!!!

renegadefolkhero: (Default)

Struggling a bit here. My current book is at about 60k and I'm projecting 100k, and "Why Am I Doing This?" keeps rattling through my brain.

One of my colleagues recently made $10,000 on their first novel the first month. Friendly reminder I recently had my best launch month, which was $250. This writer is three decades my junior, and very new to writing comparatively. They made more in one day than I made in a month. They made more in one month than I did in 3 years.

Read more... )

Anyway, all this to say, this is awesome, and this author is a very kind, hard-working person, but fml. Royalties are reflective of readership, so even if you ostensibly don't care about the money, you actually do care because that's the primary metric by which we gauge interest and engagement with the work.

As a matter of self-preservation, I've recently adopted the attitude "my books don't sell and that's okay," as way to sorta push through my doubts and keep publishing. But the truth is... that's not a very good strategy. Because you need a carrot and a goal. "I write because that's what I do" is neither. So I'm gonna sit down and revisit my goals and think about being a bit more brave in terms of my ambitions and defining my own success.

Boards: finally stripped!

Jul. 20th, 2025 02:53 am[personal profile] tyger
tyger: Roxas, smirking. (Roxas - smirk)

They're DOOOOONE~! I'm so happy.

Next up is pulling a few nails before sanding (so the sandpaper doesn't, you know, catch and tear up into uselessness), then painting. Might do some tomorrow, not sure yet - I REALLY need to go shopping, I require moar drinks. Also more food, but that's less urgent, the lack of non-water drinks is... resulting in me not drinking much. Which is not great. I have my water glass right here, I just. It cold. And gross. No desire to drink it, though I do make myself when I remember.

In unrelated news, Tortilla has been SO SNUGGLY today omg. Just. I make a vaguely lap-shaped space, I have cat in it. It's very nice! :3 She put her little paws all over my face this morning, too, stretching out while I rubbed her head :x :x :x So soooooft!!!

I did make butter chicken, too! I needed TWO big plates in order to stop feeling hungry, which is telling me I haven't been eating enough again, siiiiigh. At least butter chicken is delicious enough I won't have that problem again until I finish it! Need to get more tortillas and tomatoes etc for wraps, too. Been heating up a couple of chicken nuggets per wrap as the protein, which is actually really good! And warm, which helps in this weather orz.

Anyway, here's to hoping that I fall asleep easily tonight! Haven't the last few nights, though napping during the day is fine. Might be the cold, which is annoying.

hamimi_fk: (d.va)
I got deep into video games in recent years, with my biggest addiction going to Genshin Impact. I do try to pull away because of how many hours I can dump into the game. I skipped a year of play my second year into the game, then some months here and there. My most recent sabbatical was just after the 5.3 update at the end of 2024 (Okay, I did participate in the Lantern Rite this year! But I missed the final mission). I got in heavy when Natlan came out, so I guess I hit a bit of a burnout. I was also getting frustrated that my pulls were ass after ass. Sometimes I have great luck with my pulls, like when I pulled both Chiori and Itto during their shared banner run, back to back. But I pulled a Jean during a banner she had no business being on and I think that was what set in motion my last burnout. (I love Jean, as a character, but I have Kazuha so she's somewhat useless to me.)

The point of this post is that I stumbled across the new video for the summer event and I NEED to play. Woe unto me.

Oh hey it's Friday again

Jul. 19th, 2025 03:59 am[personal profile] tyger
tyger: Animated Lea from BbS. (Lea - うれしいねぇ-)

So Sibling did come over today! The edge sanding has been done! Despite the machine being called an edge sander, though, it doesn't do corners. For. Reasons. Extremely poorly designed reasons, by all reports, it's apparently a hellish contraption of exceptionally stupid construction. Sibling couldn't find a different type to use, though, alas. :/

So sanding will continue next week, almost definitely on Monday, so there's that to look forward to. 2-3 weeks for the whole job seemed like a pipe dream to me, and hey look I WAS RIGHT. Gonna be at LEAST four weeks, maybe longer. Annoying! Hopefully my room can be opened up again sometime next week, though. Ugh, I need shoes.

As far as my stuff goes, I didn't quite get the last board done, but it's mostly there. Maybe a quarter left, at most? So I'll definitely finish that tomorrow.

Didn't end up cooking curry tonight, though, for the extremely stupid reason of I was too hungry/tired. Like. What the hell, evolution, why is this a thing? But no, you get too hungry and tired and coordination goes away and I definitely could not trust myself with knives and fire and hot oil. :| So that'll be tomorrow too! As soon as I finish the paint stripping, I think. Even if it's only like 2pm, doesn't matter, curry time!

tyger: Marluxia's Avatar Kingdom chibi. Text: Marluxia (Marluxia - chibi)

Sibling did NOT come over today! Apparently it's "been a week", which. Fair! Anyway, should be around tomorrow, but if not that's okay too.

I DID finish stripping the board I was working on! I didn't get any of the next one done, though, because I came inside for a break and realised I really, really needed a nap. So I had that instead.

Unfortunately, brain is still Absolutely Refusing to eat my goddamn soup - I made myself heat up a bowl, and then I just. Left it there. Until it went cold and Sushi decided to drink all the broth. SIGH. I can give the non-broth bits to the chooks tomorrow so it won't be entirely wasted but still. Ugh.

Also my bread went moldy overnight - I've been eating toast for breakfast every! Day! I didn't think it'd go bad when I've been steadily getting through it, but apparently I needed to put it in the fridge even with how cold it's been - so basically two meals of the day got turned into rice with stuff on top. Which isn't bad but it is annoying since I was expecting to eat other things.

I did take chicken out of the freezer, though, so tomorrow I'll make the butter chicken I got the ingredients for. And then I'll really need to shop again, sigh. Hopefully I'll get the last board stripped tomorrow, though; I think showering will be less of a brainfuck if I'm not going to get back into the gross and stinky clothes I've been doing that in. Hopefully. (Also they really need a wash, but given how long drying anything takes at the moment I'm waiting until this stage is done hahaha. Hopefully the stuff on the clothes horse will be dry by then... Keeps raining, so outside isn't really an option at the moment :/)

*flomp*

Jul. 17th, 2025 04:22 am[personal profile] tyger
tyger: Vexen's Avatar Kingdom chibi. Text: Vexen (Vexen - chibi)

Yeaaaah so I slept most of the day again orz orz orz

I DID however cook a proper dinner, so I'm pretty pleased with that. (I was THINKING I'd just have leftover soup, but my brain is bouncing off it pretty hard right now. Because. Of course it is. SIGH.)

Sibling should be here tomorrow, so we'll see how things go! Hopefully most of the sanding will get finished!

Progress!

Jul. 16th, 2025 02:59 am[personal profile] tyger
tyger: Riku=Replica, quoting Roxas: My heart belongs to me. (Replica - my heart belongs to me)

Finished off that first long board, and started on the second! Pretty happy with how it's going, honestly!

Less happy with how tired I am - like a fucking dumbass I didn't have a nap but I'm STILL up late. Been awake like 18 hours, which is okay occasionally but not something I can keep up, siiiigh. Self. Go to bed when tired, you idiot.

Anyway ideally tomorrow I'll finish the paint stripping, but more likely I'll finish the second board and start on the last one. Unless I sleep all day, ugh, really hope I don't!

Progress??

Jul. 15th, 2025 03:37 am[personal profile] tyger
tyger: The Shounen Tantei (pre-Ai) hiding in a locker, with the text 'We solemnly swear we're up to good'. (ST - Up To Good)

I did make my soup this morning! It's okay. Needs more stuff in it, I think, but it's got what I had in, and it's not bad!

I also did manage to get out of bed and do some more paint stripping! I think this board needs a third go-over, but at least I got through the second pass today! Hopefully tomorrow I'll be able to do that, and start on another board. Will depend on the weather as much as anything else, I think, I am. Extremely unlikely to go out and do some while it's raining, even if I'm technically undercover. Too cold!!!

Anyway, bed now! Yes! >:

tyger: Aqua, from the BbS opening cutscene (Aqua - >|)

Yeah, today was also. Not great. Didn't get out of bed until almost dark again, etc. etc. etc. I did at least go and get food, though, so that's something. I think I'll put soup on tomorrow morning, have that for dinner. Yes. I probably should've bought some more veggies to hide in it, but I forgot until now, whoops!

Sibling will be back over tomorrow, which is at least an external motivation to get the fuck out of bed and do stuff!

renegadefolkhero: (Default)

I'm so annoyed lol.

yeet report )

So I'm annoyed on two fronts. First is I don't know why it sold better. Second, this seems to confirm allllll that launch work and $$$ I spent before amounted to jack squat.

The conventional wisdom is that novels sell better, and longer novels sell better than shorter ones (understanding the people saying this are often in KU, which rewards length). Erom is not a conventional genre, and I traditionally write a pretty tight book, but I think I might loosen up a bit for the next one, aim for higher WC, and be less ruthless with my edits.

I have a hard time NOT editing the bejesus out of a book, even when it's a "this won't sell" weird-ass erom. I would like to get more comfortable with less work for these types of books. Final edits are by far the most tedious part of the process for me, and if I could cut that out and just write, have a good time, and yeet, that would be swell.

Welp x2

Jul. 13th, 2025 04:15 am[personal profile] tyger
tyger: Gwendal, facepalming. (Gwendal - facepalm)

It was in fact NOT better today. It was actually worse. /o\

But! I did FINALLY take a fucking shower! It was at like 10:30pm, but I did finally take one!

Not sure exactly WHY my brain is bouncing off basic fucking hygiene so hard at the moment - probably something to do with it being cold, but it's not just that - but it really, really is. :/

But at least I've taken it now, so I can go food shopping tomorrow!!! >: The most important thing! (Here is a thing I have learned today: green beans don't really go in instant noodles. Texture is not quite right. Still, a vegetable is a vegetable...)

Welp

Jul. 12th, 2025 02:46 am[personal profile] tyger
tyger: Axel looking off over the sunset (Axel - into the distance)

I did... absolutely nothing on my to-do list today. I didn't even get out of bed until like. 5? It was almost dark, I know that much. SIGH.

I did at least apply for some jobs, which I've gotten into the habit of and so didn't put on my to-do list, but still. Fuck executive dysfunction, what a pain. Not surprised though, this is generally how it goes. :/

I HAVE to go shopping tomorrow though, I'm out of uh. Most foods. So hopefully that'll give me a kick in the ass to do other things, too. Hopefully!!!

I did do some knitting though, almost done with the switch cover! Just gotta bind off and then probably block it. Never had to block anything before, so that'll be an adventure! (Mama blocked the shawl I gave her. I was gonna do it, but she had it washed and blocked out before I could even say I was gonna! XD;;;) First thing will, of course, be finding the mats! But I do know where pins are, so that's something...

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A possibly premature post, but I think some of you are familiar with this series.

I've been wanting to play a Shin Megami Tensei game but was never sure where to start. Players look favorably on Nocturne, and I understand the somewhat recent remaster wasn't very good, so I got PS2 running on my SteamDeck and gave it a whirl. Until now, I've limited emulation to pre-PSX for the most part, so being able to dig more into PSX and PS2 really opens up my options.

I went into this not knowing what to expect beyond "demons" and it's pretty damn compelling. The graphics have aged well and the atmosphere and mood is awesome. I wanted to set expectations, so I read a little more and according to HLTB this is about a 50-hour game. It has multiple endings, and the dungeon crawling is very crawly, and I think people got annoyed about getting a mediocre ending which, for a game of this length, is very understandable. Definitely not a "put down and come back 2 weeks later and still know where the hell you are" type of game. My gaming threshold tends to be 30 to 40 hours at the very best of times, so we'll see how it goes.

It cold :(

Jul. 11th, 2025 03:25 am[personal profile] tyger
tyger: Roxas, smiling as he fades away in the KHII FM+ extra scene.  Text: XIII (Roxas - smile)

Still cold! Dislike! (I mean sure it's the middle of fucking winter but that does not make me like it any more. So gross.)

But! I did set up the long skirting boards in the carport - didn't get one fully done, but I DID start with the longest one and it's ALMOST done, I just kinda ran out of light. :/ (Again, with the winter! Boo!) Sibling got the drum sanding done today, too, which is excellent. :3 Not gonna rent the next sander until next week, so I'll have some quiet days which is nice. (Do need to go in and vacuum and mop, just to try and keep some dust control going, but hey. That's not actually too hard.)

Tentative plan is to have at least all the paint stripping done by Monday - I DEFINITELY want to start painting early next week - but we'll see how it goes! I also need to go food shopping again, so I'mma try and do that tomorrow since it's not the weekend? Ugh, I should have showered tonight, whoops. Too late now! Guess I'll do it after breakfast.

Fuck this room, seriously.

Jul. 10th, 2025 03:08 am[personal profile] tyger
tyger: CLI login for a Raspberry Pi / nerdery (CLI Geekery)

Very Much Dislike this room - it's drafty as fuck. This isn't helped by needing to have the door open enough to let the cats come in and out as they please, of course. (There is. So much whining if I don't. Also I don't want Sushi to figure out how to open THIS door, TOO, since he seems to have forgotten.) But even when I'm awake and alert enough to have the door closed and just open/close it when needed, the second I turn the heater off the temperature PLUMMETS. :( :( :(

Anyway hopefully it'll just be a couple of weeks, though today went... uh. Well let's just say Sibling spit the dummy in the late afternoon. To be fair the MAIN thing that went wrong was the massive rented sander was uh. Busted. So that involved a corporate phone tree-style phone call and going back and swapping it for a different one. None of which is Sibling's fault, and also extremely annoying! BUT the second thing that went wrong is just... one of those things that happens... and it got me yelled at, pmuch because I was there I think?? Which is. Not fun. This sort of shit is why we're not really friends! :/

I had a couple of things I wanted some advice on, but uh THAT didn't happen, but I DID finish stripping a couple of boards, and sanded back all but one of the ones that've been done. (That last one is one of the things I wanted advice on! There's a nail slightly sticking out and I'm not sure if it's enough to wreck the sandpaper, but I also couldn't get it to go in further. Which might be a me problem! Thus, advice!)

I'm thinking I might see if we've got a decent enough dropcloth and do the long ones in the carport, though. They're too long for both the table and the workbench, so... Anyway, tomorrow task! I'mma go nap now yes. >:

Busy busy...

Jul. 9th, 2025 03:47 am[personal profile] tyger
tyger: Fang. (Fang)

Today's Big Task was... I moved my computer! Ugh, what a pain. WHAT A PAIN. Hate. But it's all here, and while it's not as comfortable a set up as in my room I DO get to use a comfier chair, which is nice. Shoulders are already complaining though, so hopefully I can move back soon... I suspect I'll be doing a lot more crafting and playing pokemon while I'm in here, which isn't actually a bad thing.

Also gotta find the fucking allen key for the monitor stand; one of the joints is loose and in the new config that's uh making it Difficult. Monitor's being propped up at the moment but it's still not ideal, so yeaaaah. Couldn't find the actual allen key sets easily though and I was just kinda. Done. So that's a tomorrow task.

Also cleaned the chook coop and did some more work on the skirting boards! Gonna try and get a lot more done on the skirting boards tomorrow, maybe strip back one of the BIG ones. A little worried at how long those are gonna take, not gonna lie...

Anyway, now is time for sleeps! Couch in here is uh. Not even vaguely as comfortable as mine, so not really looking forward to finding out what the state of my back will be in the morning, but Oh Well. Might get some extra cushions out of my room tomorrow, will see how it goes. Already know I want to get a lamp, I forgot there wasn't one in here already.

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