terabient: Varuna and Casra in conversation (PSO2: Casruna)
terabient ([personal profile] terabient) wrote2024-01-21 10:03 pm

[RP log] A New Future (Varuna/Casra)

A short piece that takes place in a post-Episode 6 setting that I've talked about previously here, where Varuna is sent to Oracle on Hariette's request in order to help establish a permanent connection to Omega, and Casra is designated as a handler of sorts given Varuna's previous status as a dangerous enemy. and then they fall in love, of course huhuhuhu

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After investigating a convergence of Falspawn in the Naverius forests and coming to an unpleasant conclusion as to its cause, Casra and Varuna return to the Gateship and discuss more personal matters...





Varuna: To be responsible for the well being of a former enemy must be a burden, but you have been nothing but kind to me. In fact, I cannot think of anyone else who treats me with such concern. Even with Hariette, it is difficult to see myself as anything more than her devoted servant.

But, working alongside you, sometimes...it feels as if you are more than an ally.

Varuna lowers his gaze, a blush spreading across his cheeks as he considers his next words--a request that might well disrupt the still-forming bond between their respective worlds.



Varuna: This is terribly forward of me, but...if I could stay with you tonight...

Casra: You need not give such deep gratitude, Varuna. Your time here since your arrival has been somewhat special.

It appears you speak very highly of me, but I would like to clarify that you owe me no thanks. The well-being of ARKS and our new allies--it is only in my best interest to see it maintained.

If I may... I simply believe in the importance of unity and cooperation. We've been at the forefront for so long that rarely we seek to further understand even that of our foes. And, when it comes to you, Varuna - it would be remiss of me not to extend the same welcome, as we do for our other allies.

...Pardon? Did I perhaps hear you incorrectly? I... You wish to stay with me... tonight? That is... quite the unexpected development...



Casra: Although I cannot say that I am against the notion.

At the risk of sounding... oblivious, shall we say? What brought you to me in particular?

Varuna: What has brought me to you...?

It has been my fate to serve. I don't regret that. We have only met because both of us believe in the good that comes from dedicating ourselves for the well-being of others.

But, when I'm with you...I become aware of so much more than that. It may sound strange, but--you are the first person who cares about how I feel. Not only about this alliance our worlds have forged, but what I want for myself, what I hope for the future.

And I want to explore this new future...with you.

Casra: I see. I believe I understand the sentiment. Perhaps, even a little all too well...the ability to think for one's self is not a privilege easy to come by for the likes of ourselves, is it?

I must admit... even with our supposedly similar predicaments, that I can't fathom the idea that you've chosen me, for this. How very perplexing...



The uncertainty on Casra’s face fills Varuna’s heart with a familiar ache. Though he has only a vague understanding of Casra’s past, it is not hard to recognize the scars of being used as nothing more than a tool.

Varuna: You do not give yourself enough credit, Councilor. Your sharp tongue may distract others from your true intentions, but the compassion you’ve shown from the first day of my arrival is not lost on me. And while I’m not entirely sure when I came to feel this way...I know for certain that I want to be closer to you, in any way I can.

Of course, you don't have to accept. We have only known each other for a short time; I won't be upset if you refuse. That you have listened to me is more than enough.



The truth is, this longing has grown so strong that I could not keep it to myself any more. If there is even the smallest chance you would have me...there is nothing else that would make me happier.

Casra: If you are... willing to overlook my less than desirable, troublesome personality... then, why, I too would be delighted.

Ah, what am I saying? I should be more sincere with you... I suppose it cannot hurt to give it a try. This future, together...

Varuna: Then, shall we...?

The intelligence specialist continues his cordial, slightly smiling expression.

Casra: Indeed, we shall, Varuna.

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